As things are tough now, it&rsquo;s only going to get worse right now. I fucked up. I am in for a pretty dark time for the next couple of months or even a year or so. I really need to reconsider my life and where I&rsquo;m going. I fucked myself over,

As things are tough now, it’s only going to get worse right now. I fucked up. I am in for a pretty dark time for the next couple of months or even a year or so. I really need to reconsider my life and where I’m going. I fucked myself over,