jayshausoffitness: How I feel right now. So close yet so far away… Which is why I may or may not compete this year. Right now I’ll train as if I am…. But so much is happening right now… I honestly don’t know. It’s hard when I’m alone and

jayshausoffitness: How I feel right now. So close yet so far away… Which is why I may or may not compete this year. Right now I’ll train as if I am…. But so much is happening right now… I honestly don’t know. It’s hard when I’m alone and

jayshausoffitness: How I feel right now. So close yet so far away… Which is why