I don&rsquo;t understand my own fucking body anymore. This fucking hurts. I don&rsquo;t understand what the hell is going on. And I hate that there&rsquo;s so many fucking negatives this this in general. And it&rsquo;s not like I can do anything about

I don’t understand my own fucking body anymore. This fucking hurts. I don’t understand what the hell is going on. And I hate that there’s so many fucking negatives this this in general. And it’s not like I can do anything about