I hate the fact that I feel paranoid constantly. Wondering who you&rsquo;re talking to when I&rsquo;m not with you, who and what you think about. I hate that I wonder if you wish I was different, looked different. I hate the fact that I constantly wonder

I hate the fact that I feel paranoid constantly. Wondering who you’re talking to when I’m not with you, who and what you think about. I hate that I wonder if you wish I was different, looked different. I hate the fact that I constantly wonder