I hate when my friends ask me to go eat places cause I know I can&rsquo;t control myself&hellip; Why is food such a normal thing for everyone else but a fear to me&hellip; I know I should get help but a part of me just can&rsquo;t ask for it

I hate when my friends ask me to go eat places cause I know I can’t control myself… Why is food such a normal thing for everyone else but a fear to me… I know I should get help but a part of me just can’t ask for it