I&rsquo;m tired of trying to come up with some creative way to mask how much I hate myself. But I&rsquo;m tired of it. No one knows how I&rsquo;ve felt the past couple of days. And I hope no one ever does. I&rsquo;ve gotten to the point where I despise

I’m tired of trying to come up with some creative way to mask how much I hate myself. But I’m tired of it. No one knows how I’ve felt the past couple of days. And I hope no one ever does. I’ve gotten to the point where I despise