The Good: I got a call today that effective February 17 I will be statused as a full time cast member. The Bad: I constantly feel like I don&rsquo;t fit in with the other captains and am always paranoid that people are talking about me behind my back.

The Good: I got a call today that effective February 17 I will be statused as a full time cast member. The Bad: I constantly feel like I don’t fit in with the other captains and am always paranoid that people are talking about me behind my back.