freaking out. chatting carson because im having a breakdown first one in awhile and i just realized my mother and i are the ussr and the us, mutually assured destruction i don&rsquo;t know what makes me happy. does acting really make me happy? because

freaking out. chatting carson because im having a breakdown first one in awhile and i just realized my mother and i are the ussr and the us, mutually assured destruction i don’t know what makes me happy. does acting really make me happy? because