seriously it&rsquo;s become like a trigger to me because I feel so sad and sick and nervous BUT THATS SO EMBARRASSING LIKE ITS A SHOW HOW DUMB AND I MIGHT ACTUALLY MEET IAN SOMERHALDER IN AUGUST AND I HONEST TO GOD DONT THINK I WILL STAY STANDING

seriously it’s become like a trigger to me because I feel so sad and sick and nervous BUT THATS SO EMBARRASSING LIKE ITS A SHOW HOW DUMB AND I MIGHT ACTUALLY MEET IAN SOMERHALDER IN AUGUST AND I HONEST TO GOD DONT THINK I WILL STAY STANDING