I always get excited and optimistic for something that&rsquo;s upcoming, but once it finally gets around to the time of the actual event&hellip; I get nervous. I get anxious and pessimistic and I want to throw up and die and disintegrate and become part

I always get excited and optimistic for something that’s upcoming, but once it finally gets around to the time of the actual event… I get nervous. I get anxious and pessimistic and I want to throw up and die and disintegrate and become part